What's the point of living life if u have nothing or no one to live it for?

I don't fit into society. Never have, probably never will. And when I did remotely fit in, for whatever reason, I was yanked away from that sinerio. And without some sort of co habitability, no one would want to hang with me. I get that. I'm ok with being a loner, but I still need a lively hood, which also involves being a bit social and climbing out of my shell and trying to find some attributes which will help me in the world to trudge on. But what's the point in doing all this if u see no reason in sight?